u din even care

do you know how fkin hurt i am now?
i know it's perfectly fine for you, but it's not for me.
but who am i to say what you can and can't do?
you just fkin lied to me.
and for da first time in months, i finally broke down.
are you happy now?
i just feel so tired right now.
i've been trying to stay positive.
heck, i even psycho-ed myself.
and now i had to read dat.
i thought i was fine with everything, but i'm not.
my head's spinnin right now.
i don't know what went wrong.
i tried.
but i shldn't have even bothered.
cuz you din even care.
i threw everything into da bin.
and it's da same with us.
you're da only one who could make me cry.
and it's all over.